Tuesday, October 11, 2005.
(Taken At My House. Brothers For Life. Dzul and Hans Fendi)
(Nothing To Do, So......)
Hello again people. its been a very long time since the last i post a rant in my lovely blog. But as for today, im not working, so i have all day to edit it. Oh by the way, i stumble across a couple of photos in my camera, which i didnt even know it existed. i didnt even know whom and when it was taken. But nevermind that. Just thought of posting it in my blog. Well, its a picture of my brothers, Hans Fendi and Dzul. So to whom that have been wondering who and how they look like, heres a pic for you all. The other pic is a rubbish guy whom thinks hes fierce. Hehehe.
The reason im not working today is that ive been attacked by my stupid arthiritis again. its so painful that i cant even touch the left side of my head. And i didnt even sleep the whole day as its pain is unbearable. As for now, its getting worse then ever. My ear started to bleed this morning. Well, im kinda afraid right now. Haiz. Why must it happen to me. I will persevere no matter how bad it can be!!!!
Anyway, for my life, its running smoothly. ive been interacting with more people, making new friends and on top of that, ive grown too close with my ITE peeps. Yeah too close that i cant even imagine my life without them. I have so much fun going to esplanade with Khair, Shahzarul, Nizam, And Faree. Its a thrill to actually spend time with Nizam, for the very 1st time. And Hes great man!!! And its the very 1st time i actually chat with Faree. Cool. New additions to my circle of friends!!! i hope it last.
Aite till here people.
signing off,
Faizal
-This Is My deathWish 10:16 AM -
Saturday, October 08, 2005.
Attachment is finally gonna be over soon, and how i longed for that day to come. 7 more days to countdown. But just as its almost over, boss trying to find problems with me. Well, i think i can be patient enough for 7 days. Say whatever he wants and feels like saying for i dont give a damn about it nor will i ever return to that shop. You pay me $400, and how dare you say i didnt do much for you?? 6 times a week, 9 hours a day, for $400, and still dare ask for more. Ive done everything actually, from running errands to fixing more than 50 pcs. Whats more do you want me to do?? Send here and there like a dog, but yet, not even a single word of Thankz!! Fuck You people!!!Anyway, as for today, its damn lame and tiring. 1st of all, i was send to international plaza to fix 5 comps, a friend to my boss. But guess what, international plaza is a place full of gays. 1st to 3rd floor is for shoppers but above it till the 33rd floor, its all for office. How do i know theres full of gays?? Hahaha. I met 2 actually today. Luckily they didnt disturb me or ill bash their face up. Wanna know what they actually do in the toilet?? Youve guessed it. Met 2 chinese guy actually masturbating, while looking at me with their hideous fucking face. did my job and out i go. Well, as for tomorrow, ill have to go there again to fix yet another 2 pcs. Thats about it. As soon as im done, ill be out from that hellish place called the international plaza. Hahaha.Anyway, its kinda hectic for me today. Im being bastard by my so call brothers yet again. Well if these is how its gonna be, let it be. But i wont stay low doing nothing. ill get back at you people. thats a promise. Well, i wont go into details as i dont see the neccessity. But for all their cruelties towards me, at least they realise their mistakes and wanna make up for it. Thats new for a change. As for tomorrow, well, to make it up, they wanna hang out at my place after my work. So i guess its cool with me. But i have feeling that im gonna be bastard again. So before they do stupid stuff, lets just say, i dont care. Hahaha.As for my life, im still on a full scale to lose my weight. I wanna look good during the Hari Raya, And ill show those people who look at me as fat, ugly, stupid and those stuff, the way i am, back again. ill show you all who Faizal really made of."If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote itRemember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tearsFor I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortalitywhere being wanted became a thrill I never knewThe sweet piano writing down my life""Teach me passion for I fear it's goneShow me love, hold the lornSo much more I wanted to give to the ones who love meI'm sorryTime will tell (this bitter farewell)I live no more to shame nor me nor youAnd you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."Thats about it for this edition of my rant. Thankz for dropping by, and pls do tag ya!
-This Is My deathWish 1:45 AM -
Saturday, October 01, 2005.
Here, once again updating this lovely blog of mine. Its been quite a while since the last i post a rant. i guess work really drain a lot of energy and my time. But well, still, im here to update my blog once again. Hmmm what have i been doing??1st of all, thankz to Hans and Dzul for the lovely day. I couldnt ask for more. You both lighted my life a lot since the day ive known you all. Without you both, my day off couldnt have been this enjoying though tiring. Hehehe.Anyway, as for today, my hands are full of wounds and scars mainly because of assembling 5 computers and 3 for troubleshooting. What a busy day today. But in actual fact, i did enjoy myself. To say the least, i did a pretty damn good job on all the customer's computer. Minor cuts and wounds wouldnt be enough to slow down the best IT technition exist today! Hahahaha. Pardon me. Just kinda proud of myself.ok whatever with that. As for my life, its running smooth sailing, for the time being that is. Ive been chatting with nizam a lot lately. It feels great to actually knows that hes been opening up with me, accepting me as a friend even though its slow. Hans been a great bro, helping me in time of needs, never fails. Thankz Bro!!!! You are always remembered. And as for me and Dzul, we've becoming closer each day. As in brothers i mean. He's caring personality is what makes him a big brother to me. Quality that ive been looking for all this time.Oh Ya, before i forget, i would like to invite all my ITE and friends(Dzul, Qhai, Khair, Zarie, Farez, Hans, nizam, and shazarul)to have a FAST BREAK with my family, an open house that is. Please do make yourself free ya. ill confirm with you people again for the day and date.Well, to say the truth, i feel so attached to my ITE peeps, that it hurts even to imagine hows life without you all. Ive been feeling the best in security and love, without fail. I just hope that this good things last forever. Oh how far-fetched that is. Its never hurt to try. Just want you people to know that, as for me, Ill be trying my very best, Promise.Sometimes I wonderCould I have known their true intentionssometimes I wanderThe final place for my extinctionsI held you tight to me But you slipped awayYou promised to return to me And I believed I believed you're thereWe're part of a story, part of a taleSometimes beautiful and sometimes staleNo one remembers how it endsbut i do know how it begansBut please remember the deeds that i dobefore the days my life is throughin my heart theres a placein my heart theres a traceof a small fire burningalthough darkness is lurkingCreated by the lyrics of songs, edited by me. hahaha. Alright people. till here. take care ya.signing off,faizal
-This Is My deathWish 11:45 PM -
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